my nemesis. my memesis.

I hate when I can't write.

Or. If what I was doing before was considered writing, I hate that I can't get in that flow again. 

It hurts my heart.

I have to get over this writer's block. They say the quickest way to get over something is to get under another something. That's not how it goes...

What I mean is... I should just write. Even if it feels wrong.

Shoot. I may have to do a meme up in this mug. (I'm kidding. And I honestly hope that five years from now I forget that I knew what a meme was.)

Wait.

So I was just looking up meme to try to link it for the folks who didn't know what a meme was.

MY UNDERSTANDING: A meme (pronounced MEE-MEE) is a quiz with questions like 'who do you like,' 'if you had to eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be,' 'what should you be doing instead of this meme,' 'on a scale of 1 to 10, how do you rank Chuck Norris even though it doesn't matter cus Chuck Norris is at that number past infinity,' etc. etc. etc. According to MY UNDERSTANDING, a meme is called such because I'm talking about MEEMEEEEEE! It's all about meme. I didn't understand the need to duplicate 'me' into 'meme', but there are other things I don't understand on the internet. LiKe tYpInG lIkE dIs RiGhT hErE. 

Apparently, it's pronounced MEM; like memory. Which makes sense. But then, Wikipedia (a/k/a Da TrUtH!) says that it's pronounced meem. And that doesn't make any sense. Like, at all.

Anyway.

I can't write. Not coherently. Not a little. Not in a journal. Not on the internet. Not for myself. Not for anyone else. I hate when I'm at this place.

I'll write. Even when it feels wrong.